tired and exhausted~

The opportunity is just ready in front of me, but … … too much things to be worried and too much things have to settle down. I understand that all these are no more excuses for me to go further, but … … Yes, I’m afraid to be apart and keep distance with all closed people around me currently. Can’t imagine this! Omg! Too much things stuck inside my little brain. Need helps … … lots helps are needed and your helping hands will be highly appreciated. I need someone provide me more and more information, even direction given for me and show me the way to go and the steps should be taken! Complicated feeling recently ~ you can understand me? Yes? No? Who else there? Any guider is there? Can anyone telling me that which one is the best for me? Speechless~

p/s: May me to be more courage to chasing what i wish ~ <3 99s